Taking a sickie today, not unwell physically but more psychologically. Having an error in balancing for the fifth time in 2 months yesterday (I only allowed 2 mistakes in a year!), feeling a bit down, thinking me not suitable for this role. It looks like I won’t be staying long with this bank.

I really dislike the idea on having a job as prerequisite for other things in life, as it may mean that some of us have to work in things that we don’t enjoy doing. But such is life.

Another reason for taking a leave today is because I had an interview and test for the Department of Land. The test was alright, but the interview wasn’t. I think I am getting better in making up stories, rather than drawing examples from own life. If I was more prepared I might not have to make up stories. Feel bad. Don’t think gonna get the position either.

But day off is great, need to do some banking stuffs that I haven’t got chance to do since working with Westpac, do some shoppings, returning videos. Really looking forward for next week, Christmas!