Lab was full today, so couldn’t print Jini stuffs that I wanted, went up to library to find intro Java book which hopefuly contains Jini explanation.. no such book exists in UNSW library. Came back home empty handed and picked up a letter from mailbox, it’s from Koorong, yep it’s a rejection letter.. sigh. Lina came home and told me that she too got rejected from Koorong.. double sighs.. Sorry for the people who have prayed for us, God has different plan obviously.
Hm actually why rejection letters always using this line:n”We are overwhelmed by the response that we received and the qualites shown by the applicants. We regret to inform you that we have found more suitable candidates for the position. All the best in finding the role that you are looking for”.
Oh well, back to square one. Was thinking of reasons why I wa
a quit HPA:n1. The position doesn’t give me opportunity to grow in the direction that i want to grow. It doesn’t challenge me intellectually. n2. Although the pay is quite ok, enough for both me and Lina at this moment, but it’s really on the borderline, once kids coming to the picture and Lina no longer working, we will be quite troubled financially. n3. People who are working there are bitter, they don’t want to be there.n4. Performance is not rewarded, manager looks only at group achieving target but individual contributions are not recoqnised. I’m quite glad that the ppl that I work with are hardworking, but the prev gal in our department was slacking off.. well she’s pregnant.. she should’ve quit earlier. n5. One thing that I hate from my workmates tho, is talking behind ppl’s back and most of them are either christians or catholics.. sigh. I was tempted to join in talking bad about other people.
sad.. sad.. what should i do.. should i go back to indo?