The urge to blog

Felt the urge to blog, have a lot of stuffs that i wanted to write about the trip, but as always, once I am in front of pc, ready to write, i couldn’t write anything meaningful 🙁
I wasn’t feeling well when on the plane coming back from Spore. I need to take a note on this: bring flu/cold medicine next time to make it easier for me to sleep. Although the most likely cause is that I have allergy to something in the plane, either the aircon, the smell or else. Or maybe it’s just flying in the early morning. Or it could be the lack of sleep.
And forget about trying to watch movies as much as you can, you’ll be either too sick or too tired to do that. Do that on your flight from Sydney. I did manage to watch 1 movie over the period of 4 hours :P, it’s the Island, not as good as I’d expected.
The first and the second day back always quite hard, with the tiredness but have things to unpack and usually inability to sleep. And not to mention, the feeling of missing family (and wife), feeling a bit lonely, wondering why I live in sydney in the first place.
Managed to do some study for exam on Sunday night, starting 10 pm, finishing at 1 am. Did some more study in the morning, and then off I went. I think I can pass this subject, the exam itself wasn’t hard, I wish I have studied better.
Today is the third day, I should be thinking about the next job I want to apply soon. But to afraid to think, how long can i remain jobless? Just realised that share trading can’t really be a source of living, unless you have large capital to play with. Hm hm. well this is indeed a confused mind.