Was sleeping a lot yesterday. Missed church too, coz got a mild headache and some personal problems with one of the church guys. Not sure why I nowadays take things quite personally, and the worse thing about it, is I seem to take a longer time to get over this kind of thing. So easily to hate.nnI even didn’t play basketball yesterday, figured out that my physical body and the emotional side of me needed some rest. The saturday’s MH bach party was really a tiring event for me. Pointed out to do something without my consent (oh well) and then try to pull everything together with another guy, he seemed clueless so helped him a bit. Eventhough ppl said it’s a job well done, but really.. it wasn’t, it was something that was organised in short time and frankly, we didn’t have time and energy to do it properly. My motto is if you can’t do it properly, might as well not doing it, but yeah i don’t know. But the good thing is, everyone seemed to enjoy it.
The source of my dissapoinment, is what comes after the bbq, that is the online game thingy. I knew it, I shouldn’t have driven to the city. But I did it and I suffered the consequences.
When i got home at 1 am, the neighbour was having a party thus I was unable to sleep till 2.30 am. By that time, I knew that I have to skip church, if people make silly comments/remarks on church that day, I will be quite “unloving” :P.