October kelabu

Hm, I think I had enough of mourning. I can’t believe it affected me that much. I envy my sister, she isn’t as emotional as a person compared to me. She seems to be able to cope better.
This year, is the first time I had to use a tax agent to do my tax return as the deadline is too close and my tax this year is quite complex. Quite complex as the agent had to amend his final calculation twice. Uni assignment is due tomorrow, I’ve done half of it whilst in Indo, couldn’t be bothered to spend too much effort on it at the moment. Boss asked me to have a look at some payment gateway stuff, really don’t feel like doing it, the document contains quite a lot of information. Will go to a karaoke outing at Rusmin’s in half an hour, I guess they are pulling this one to cheer me and Thomas up.
Really feel like going back to Indo for good. I guess with the departure of my dad, going back to indo is more of a possibility now.
The past is history, the future is mystery and present is a gift, so someone said. My dad is now history, my employment is a mistery as I need to find a new employment soon need to start something new, at present I have to look after the close ones. Present is a gift, another day for my mom, grandma and auntie to know God, if they choose to.