Hm so it’s new year 2005, 2004 would be my last year being single. 1 month and 19 days, I will be married to Lina. That will be something that I look forward to this year.
In 2004, I was parting with my sis, as she’s heading to Japan to study Japanese, parting with the comfort of city living in a luxurious apartment, parting with wonderful Westpac 341 George St’s mates. Coming down back to Kingsford, as I embark another journey as a part time student, thus coming back to CSE and UNSW. Living with Chris for few months, living 1 building away from Lina.
Ministry wise, I didn’t do a good job, lead a bible study group for 10 or so weeks, didn’t do enough with the people. Maybe it’s a reflection of my own sinfulness that I haven’t dealt with yet.
How would I sum up this year ya? Maybe a year of making peace with myself, not saying that I already fully crucified the desire but yeah I am more able to give thanks this year. Lina again helped me with this.
New year resolution maybe trying harder to treat her better. I am just so stupid a lot of times and so arrogant too. Another one, getting back to the habit of reading bible and praying, dont want to stay in this state of spiritual decline.
A new job is a bonus if I can get it, a house would be fine too, but that’s not a resolution, I am not aiming on those. I’m aiming to be a better man.